Visiting school emotionally delt with me today

There are days when we are been driven by emotional rollercoasters, days when we encounter clumsiness, making that day more complicated than it should be and you just wish it shouldn't exist anymore, but I guess these days end up being memorable days in the end. A lot of things happened today and they all contributed to how much I felt.

Asuu finally calling off the long awaited strike and school resuming hasn't really been a thing of great Joy to me as I already had the rest of my year all planned out with no thoughts of school in it. But what can I say, some laws just can't be ignored so, I must resume and go back to school.

With full resumption around the corner, I decided to go for some clearifaications starting from my hostel. And this was where my day of mixed feelings of anger, pain, happiness and frustration started...lol.

Getting to the hostel, I realized that I didn't bring along some important documents such as passports and other validations for my clearifaications inorder to gain access to my room. With the hot sun blazing on my head, I had to go home which was about a ln hour ride to bring these documents as it was the deadline for the clarification.

With that, going into my room after eight months, I felt like crying as I was welcomed with my wardrop destroyed. My box of cloth was invaded by rats and was torn into nothing, cobwebs welcomed me with so much pride as I could barely take a step without one getting on my face. I started cleaning for hours which felt like forever. After that, I decided to go home but little did I know that my day just started 😔.

The worst happened when I had a major shoe hazard, which made me go home on bare foot. When this happened I could feel a striking headache making me regret ever choosing today as the day I decided to visit school. I was at the brim of shedding tears as I was so hungry and tired.

But I didn't want to let my emotions get to me so I did what I knew how to do best. I spoke to myself reminding myself that it isn't my worst day but a day to keep as a memory.

I kept reminding myself that I'm not perfect, everyone is capable of making mistakes but what keeps us going is overcoming it and not letting our emotions get caught up with it. This I kept saying to myself in my thoughts on my way home. Getting home, something else happened. My data subscription expired and I felt like a total failure because I hadn't been managing my resources right and it occurred to me. I just drafted the outline of this post and slept off.

Waking up, I felt more refreshed and happy that I have myself those words of encouragement coz I was so emotionally delt with today bt I'm so happy it's all over 😁

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