CTRL + Z; Rewinding Life’s Mistakes

I personally, I would pick all of the above if possible, because, I have what I would want to use all of them for 🤫

This is why I said so,

CTRL + Z,

First off, I’m human and I’m not perfect, I have my faults and weaknesses like everyone else so I am bound to make mistakes in life.

I have made soo many mistakes while growing up and I felt bad about them, but also learnt from them. On the other hand, there are some cases I would like to go back in time and make better decisions if I could, for a better outcome;

1. I had an issue with a guy who liked me; now that’s the thing; he liked me way more than I did and I did tell him though that my feelings were not as strong as his and it probably wouldn’t get to the point his was. Even after telling him this, he still wanted to try his luck, I guess 🤷🏽‍♀️, but, just like I thought and told him, those feelings started to die down and I told him “ lets just be friends” but I don’t think he could do that so we grew distant and stopped talking to each other along the line.

If I could “CTRL + Z” back to the period we first started talking, I would like to change my reply when he told me he liked me, to something else that would have stopped his feelings from growing and maybe we could have remained friends till now 🙁

1. I had a recent squabble with my older brother that began with something very unnecessary 🤦🏽‍♀️ and led to a fight between the both of us, we are cool now though, but, I would still like to go back and take a different decision that would not have let the argument take place in the first place and wouldn’t have led to the fight.

I can’t go back in time, but I’ve definitely learnt from them and would make sure it does not happen again.

CHEAT CODES;

Now, this particular one, I would definitely relate it to my stage fright 🫣, as I said earlier, I am human and have my faults. I really don’t like talking in front on people or large crowds like presentations, seminars, defence etc.

I get soo scared thinking that I would make mistakes and everyone would start laughing at me. My heart would start beating soo fast like it wants to run out of my body 😄.

Soo, if I want to use the “cheat code” for confidence, I would need it for more than just an instant solution and more of a permanent solution so I would be able to talk freely and openly if I find myself in these kinds of situations.

SCREENSHOTS

A person’s life is filled with memories, either good or bad memories, but still memories.

There are memories in my life I would love to relive;

Memories of my dad, when he was alive, going to church together, dropping me off at school, teaching me the meaning of some igbo words,names or adages 😊, watching television together(both news, animal planet and nigerian movies). Those were the best times 🥺😊.

There are also other memories, like, when I wrote my final papers in university( and we did our four years don waka 😂😁), my time in camp for Nysc.

Thanks for your time

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Till next time people 😄

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