Solution To My Loneliness
My husband has always been my companion even up to this moment. He has treated me not just like his wife, but like his younger sister. Anytime I'm bored, he always takes care of my idleness. Being with him has given me the chance to feel at home and not somewhere where you are not loved.
He had never, for once, raised his hands at me, and this alone has made me happy.
I enjoyed him so much, especially when he was still working so close to home. It was good having him, but man has to stand up to take up his responsibility no matter what. So, his former place of work was not giving him what was needed and was not paying him so well, although he had stayed there for a very long time now. Anytime I am bored, I do call him to come home. He had not objected to that fact.
Now that he is away from home searching for daily bread, I have missed him a lot. No one to keep me company as before. I am not bored like never before. I have tried to keep myself occupied with some other things around, but then it was not working. There is nothing like being close to my husband.
I did not know his value when he was with me, but now that he has found a better job far away from home, I'm feeling his impact.
Since he's only coming home on weekends, I had devised another means of keeping myself busy instead of remaining bored. During that period he traveled, I felt lonely except when customers came around to buy goods, but that alone cannot make me feel awesomely balanced. This has been the reason I missed my husband's presence.
The only way I had devised just to keep me busy was to buy a ludo game. I bought it and called a woman very close to my shop to come around. She came and we began to play the ludo. This alone kept me from being bored. I began to feel another realm of joy awaiting my husband's arrival. Anytime he's at home, I'm always balanced and moved as the bored body would change to an agile type.
For one week, the woman who's always coming around to play ludo traveled and left me in a state of loneliness yet again. I had tried to manage it, but it was not working. My kids, on the other hand, do go to school and come back in the evening when everyone would have been at home.
My kids would have made me feel balanced, but then they had to go to school.
One woman again, who always remained bored, came around and started playing ludo with me. We were chatting and playing the game together. Two days later, the first woman joined again, making a total of three. This alone had erased the boredom nature from me.
The ludo game I discovered had been my company since my husband left for a better offer.
I'm pretty sure most people would have one thing they do to make them feel at home.
