I’m Quitting My Favorite Job

Even though I grew up not being restricted by my parents, I still find it hard to go places to have fun by myself or with friends. I always prefer being with my dad.I remember someone telling me to let my dad breathe and get a life myself.I mean how can I? I’ve been his handbag for so many years and it won’t be easy to just quit.Oh and the perks that come with this job?Uncountable. I do not have to worry about anything when I’m with him, anything at all.Honestly I barely use my brain when I go out with my dad because he does everything.Of course,I’m a full time last baby and I’m definitely going to enjoy my reign forever.

For some days now,my sisters have been having this youthful days conversations with me.My second elder sister started the whole revival about how she doesn’t remember what she used her early 20’s for. According to her,she was busily chasing her dreams and has still not really gotten to where she wants yet but it’s too late to go back and enjoy her youth.As if they had planned this revival together, my first sister also started talking about how she regrets not having certain fun and how it’s too late for her.

I’m sure you know where the conversation headed to.Obviously, they all ended up telling me to enjoy my youth and do what I love.As a young person, it’s acceptable to make a mistake and learn but that can only happen through experiences.This conversation has been haunting me as I’ve actually been thinking so hard how I’m even going to “enjoy my youth”.

What does it actually mean to enjoy your youth? What if mine means being my dad’s handbag or that doesn’t qualify? what if I would rather sleep?What about staying at home to watch movies.Oh I actually went on a movie date one time and I really had a nice time so this gives me the idea of the outdoor activities I would love to do.One of my goals as a person this year is to make impactful friends and I’ve been told you’d have to go out to meet them face to face even if you make those friends online.(But why?)

Anyway,I think I’m really going to listen to my sisters this time.I feel so happy when I go out with my dad so I can just imagine how I’ll feel when I go out with friends. I’m finally quitting the job I love most in the whole world;Being my dad’s handbag. I’m a little sad about it but I’ll allow my dad to breathe henceforth and also I’m sure I’ll enjoy my time out there.But on the bright side,I’ll forever reign in the last baby position.
Thank you for your time and enjoy your weekend.