Abenad The 2nd

For the past few days, I’ve been walking about like a zombie. I have so much to do and at the same time I’m so tired. Not even because I’ve been working a lot but it’s just that I’m at that point where anything I do ends with me being tired. I’ve been trying my best to keep up but I’m just a girl and whether I like it or not I have to listen to my body needs.

Don’t get me wrong, this has nothing to do with me being a girl but we all know it’s either I slow down or my body slows me down and I wouldn’t like the latter. About some days ago, I was telling my colleague about how I wish someone could do certain things for us, talk of bathing, eating, working. I mean wouldn’t it be nice for someone to be eating for me when I’m tired? And then take over my life when I’m exhausted.

You know what that means? I could sleep for days and still not miss anything because there’s another me living my life. Mmm and the silver lining is that she could even take medication on my behalf and whatever happens to her body will happen to mine.

I know people might find this weird but if I had the opportunity, I would clone myself with technology. Build an exact version of myself who would take over my life when I’m tired. We would have this great connection where I would be able to know what exactly happened when I take over.

Something more like creating a an identical twin sister who doesn’t only look like me but share the same brain as myself. But can only operate when I’m tired physically or emotionally. I just remembered something funny. You know those places you hate going but have to be present anyway? And those people you don’t want to talk to but have to put on a show for?

This is where the clone comes in. I’m talking about something built with technology which can have a brain like mine but it won’t really be attached with emotions to feel angry or even care about people. So truly, that clone will be coming into my life to save me.

There are times we feel so drained and just wish the world could pause for a second for us to breathe. Unfortunately, it’s something that we could only hope for because it’s very impossible so why not create a back up me to live my life when I’m tired.